Do you want to make 1 million?
Then become a one-million-man. Deserve to get one million. Do not beg for it. Hence you will live proud, feel strong and afraid of nothing. Because you know that no one could take that back.
If you found a bag of one million - you will live feeling insecure and afraid that someone could steal it from you.
People can take your possessions. They can cheat on you. They can turn you down. But no one can steal "you" from you. If you are what you are, if you worth something formidable - no one can defeat you.